want to know what REAL LIFE stress and fear is?
My landlord is angry at me for having to change how I pay my rent from the start of the month to the end, and feared that I wont have a roof over my head for much longer.
Then I’m afraid that I may not be able to go and get my infected earlobe sorted because If I take a job in 2 days, my medical card will be cancelled, will have to pay €100 for an appointment and my ear will be permanently 3 times its size, and purple.
Also I cant get my yearly cholesteatoma (infectious ear growth inside my head)check up.
And my mother threatening to kill herself if I don’t move in with her. and she only wants me to move in so i’ll babysit her and go out every bloody night to get her vodka and watch her slowly kill herself drinking.
That sucks. I wish I could do something to help but even I can’t think of a solution, especially concerning your mom.. Apart from her, I think you should try to pacify your landlord, maybe he’ll cool down. And about the infection, if you get a job, won’t you be able to make enough to get it sorted out? I think you’ve probably already thought about all this and I’m just talking crap. Anyway, i wish you all the luck and hope you find a solution soon!